triggering myself all night…..love it….
-planning out this week to get back on track
can’t wait to watch this “recovery” melt off.
triggering myself all night…..love it….
-planning out this week to get back on track
can’t wait to watch this “recovery” melt off.
any time!
you obviously don’t know her like i do.
sorry i’m late answering this. honestly i don’t like chocolate, so i just watch everyone eat and i drink my diet coke…as far as family dinners i watch portions and eat only a couple things.
haha. officially have no more clinical visits, or family counseling visits, it’s time to start losing! it’s gonna be hard this week-it’s shark week, but i figure i should start slow….ana and i can’t waitttttttttttttttt to play!! any one wanna be ana buddies?!
yeah for sure!
1. LOTS LOTS LOTS LOTS of water don’t stop drinking water, for me i drink 2 bottles of water before i’m allowed any other drink
2. if you feel a binge coming go shower…i always shower with HOTTTTT steamy water and right when i get out i drink a glass of ice water….usually that makes me not hungry or distracts me…
3. find some random chore to do, my vice is always my closet…i see all my fat clothes and it makes me not want to binge….
4. i also bought a bikini that is for my UGW i put it on and know i have a lot of work to do so i don’t eat….
hope that helps!
coming back to ana is for the best, she’s part of me, i know that, i don’t deny it, i have another week of “out patient recovery” after that, i know i’m gonna let her run free again, i can’t say no to her….she’s my best friend…i can’t wait to let her have control again.
***drop a line in my ask i’m boredddd*****
the worst part about recovery: they take away your best friend…they silence her voice…they make you think she was wrong…they make you ignore everything she says…
the best part about leaving recovery: she comes back…you get to know eachother again…you hear her sweet voice in your ear…she proves to you that she’s right, that her way does get results…she promises she’ll never leave you again…
back from rehab….missed you guys <3
the worst part about recovery: they take away your best friend…they silence her voice…they make you think she was wrong…they make you ignore everything she says…
the best part about leaving recovery: she comes back…you get to know eachother again…you hear her sweet voice in your ear…she proves to you that she’s right, that her way does get results…she promises she’ll never leave you again…
back from rehab….missed you guys <3